நிகழ்வுகள்: (good & bad times and how we come through off..)

நிகழ்வுகள்: 
1. குழந்தை உண்டானதா இல்லையா என்ற பொழுது. சித்தி உயிரெடுதாங்க குழந்தை  உண்டாச்ச இல்லையான்னு.. 2010 march . என்ன mahabaleshwar  க்கு தள்ளிட்டு போயிட்டு நல்ல விளாயடிட்டா  உத்ரா . அப்புறம் என்ன குழந்தைதான்.

2. சீமந்தம் வர்றதுக்கு வண்டிய botanical  garden ல உட்டு எடுத்து  வந்தா.. விஜயவாடா train போயிடிசிசி. பஸ் பிடிச்சி...  குப்ப வண்டி.. (sangamitra exp) ல வந்து..அப்புறம் .. எல்லாம் நல்லபடியா  நடந்து முடிஞ்சிது.. 2010 November .

3. வீடு வாங்கும்பொழுது கடன் கிடைக்குமா கிடைக்காதா? பிரவீன் கொஞ்சம் பணம் குடுத்தது, அண்னா கொஞ்சம் பணம் குடுத்து, கொஞ்சம் MF லிருந்து வந்தது அப்புறம் cognizant;ல  70K  போனஸ் பணம். வீடு உசார் ஆகிடிச்சி ராமர் கொவில்ல மணி அடிச்சது உண்மை ஆகிடிச்சி.... பூரான் வீட்டுல 1 மாதம் இருந்து.. அங்கிருந்து nizam bhai வீடு வாங்கிக்கிறியா ன்னு கேட்டாரு.. shanti  builders owner LICHFL ல லோன் வாங்கிதந்தாறு. 10.6 Lakhs க்கு. மொத்தம் 13 lakhs ஆகிடிது. எனக்கு முதல்ல அப்பா செய்தது பிடிக்கல. ஏன்னா தெரியாத ஊர்ல வீடு வாங்குறது, பாஷையும் புரியல. ஏமாத்திருவாங்களோன்னு  பயம். இந்த வீடு அந்த bhaiதுதானா ன்னு ஒரு சந்தேகம். ----2011 march 
4.  உடனே, pune போரிய  இல்ல... என்ன ?? ன்னு வேலைக்கு கஷ்டப்பட்டேன். நடுவுல.. வேலையே இல்லாம ஆனதுனால bench ல உக்காந்துகிட்டேன் போயிட்டு. 3.5 yrs அனுபவம் தண்டம். இப்போ 2 yrs தான் கொஞ்சம் வேலைல நல்ல பிடிப்பு வந்திருக்கு. நிறைய விஷயம் கத்துகிட்டேன். அப்புறம் ஒரு வழியா  Hyderabad Hitech சிட்டி ல வேல கெடச்சிது.. ஜாதகம் பாக்குறவர், ஹானுமன் கோயில்ல சொன்னாரு. ---2011 July 

5. அண்ணா & மன்னிகஷ்டம் கொடுத்தது என்னோட மனைவி & அப்பாவிற்கு.  குழந்தை பிறந்து 3 மாதத்திற்கு Hyderabad  வந்துட்ட பாப்பா வ எடுத்துகிட்டு உத்ரா. i love you.  அவங்க கவனிச்சக்கிறது போக மண்ணி எப்படி பாதுபீங்க ன்னு கேள்வி கேக்குறது மட்டும் இல்லாம இங்க வாரம் ஒரு தடவ வந்து தொல்ல குடுத்தாங்க.. அது மட்டும் இல்லாம எங்க அப்பா வேற tiffin பண்ணு.... காபி போடு.. ன்னு. அவளுக்கு முதுகு வலி ரொம்ப அதிகமா ஆகிடிச்சி. 6 மாதத்துக்குள்ள எப்படியாவது Bangalore போயிடனும் ன்னு என்னோட wife பிள்ளையார் கிட்ட வேண்டிக்கிட்ட மாதிரி அண்ணா வுக்கு வேல கெடச்சிது. ஆயுட்ஷோமம் பொழுது அண்ணா அவனோட குழந்தைய எங்க பெரிய மாமனார் வீட்டு AC ரூம்ல படுத்துக்க வைக்கணும்ன்னு... உன்னோட குழந்தை எப்பவும் AC ல தூங்கவைக்கிற என்னோட குழந்தைய மட்டும் fanல தான் தூங்குது ன்னு சொல்லி அசிங்க படித்திட்டான். -- 2011 Nov.... June 2012ல கெளம்பிட்டாங்க Bangalore க்கு. அப்பா, உத்ரா க்கு ஒரே சந்தோஷம்.

6.என்ன செய்றதுன்னே தெரியல.. ,oru tool.. அத விக்கசொல்லுறாங்க.. யாருக்கும் பிடிக்கல. யாரும் வாங்க மாட்டுறாங்க. என்னைபோயி onshore பயலுங்களுக்கு training எடுக்க சொல்லுறாங்க. அது சரி.. இதுக்குமுன்னாடி itrack நு ஒரு பொக்க tool இருந்திச்சி.. இப்போ வேற ஒன்னு.அட்ப்டியே போயிட்டே இருக்க வேண்டியத இருக்கு. அது என்ன 2வருஷத்துக்கு ஒரு தடம் இந்த மாதிரி அணிச்சிய நிலை வரும் போலிருக்கு.

இதற்க்கு இடையில uthra அம்மா கஷ்ட படுறாங்க அவங்க அப்பா kodai ல ஒருகோவில்ல வேல செய்றாரு ஆனா வருமானம் சரியாய் வரல. அதனால uthraவேலைக்கு போக ஆரம்பிச்சிட்டா. teacher வேல அதுவும் இங்கிலீஷ் teacher.இப்போ வேலைக்கும் போகணும், குழந்தையும் பாத்துக்கணும், எங்க அப்பாஅடிக்கடி செனனை போயிட்டு வருவாங்க, அதுதான் பெரிய கஷ்டம். என்னசெய்றதுன்னு தெரியல.

அறிவு பசி எடுக்க மாட்டுதே. ISTQB exam ல fail . என்ன செய்யலாம் இப்போ?

Crazy on my fiance: fallen love??

Life is beautiful

What is going on?
It is a pleasant morning today, a sudden wakeup. Is that due to hunger? Or is that due to wisdom-appetite? or is that of lust?.. Let us C. After around 2yrs of gap, I am writing this blog. Yes I am feeling hungry now (both need of food & need of cognizance on "what do I need?" or what shall I do?). The 2 years is a very big period. Repeat, very big time. After a prolonged hours, days & months of sad due to sudden demise of my Mother, there comes the spring named Uthra (Answer). Who is she? Where did my father find her. Is she born to marry me or what?
My father, a strong man
My father, Srinivasan (son of Vijayaragavan (son of Srinivasan (son of Ragavan))) purposefully to mention 3 generation names. Vijayaragavan (my granfather) reluctant to work or earn. Unlike him, my father born as a eldest of a big family, started working at the age of 16 as a security immediately, after finishing his SSLC exam in 1963. He laments now even, that his father spoiled his golden period of youth, college life, playing etc. Later my father bought me a football to play with me and fulfill his dream after 15yrs. My father is Overwhelming responsible that he always remembers that he had 2 sisters and 2 brothers when he was growing. Later 1 of the sister died in family problem. My granny still weeps even after 35 yrs when she remembers my aunt.


Just because one word told by my gran-father, my father reluctantly went for a job as a security man, later for a maarwadi and then to a travels business. I thought of starting a travels business once I finished my graduation. My father spurred to do travels business. It was defined to be a lucrative business. Even after all the trains departed, travels' buses can be caught at any time to anywhere. Irrespective of the distance, the buses will reach the destination in the morning, if not within noon. Literally, the rat-race still continues now between trains & travels' bus. Later he got a nice job as an apprentice in Standard Motors (no longer exist) a car factory in 1967. He enjoys remembering it, it was a golden period working in a factory in a shift basis.


I am a proud father for a little angel and a owner for a wonderful flat.

I need to tell about my beautiful marriage life & shaken champagne bottle of love in the other blog. My wife and my father bound to be the reason to become a proudful owner of a fine flat in Kukatpally Hyderabad. I need to thank Telugites for respecting me & a Musalman who offerred a 1BHK flat for 11.5 lakh rupees. As Swami Vivekananda says "God has given me everything I needed and not I wanted" -- Swami Vivekanda. It holds good for me as well. We (my father & I) had changed the house 6 times in 3 yrs. My wife was joined in doing that as well. But fortunately & luckily, we bought a house or I would rather tell God gifted me with a wonderful girl baby and a wonderful house for her to stay good. Temple bell rung and a good omen with God's blessings.


Now another swirl comes. To protect everthing, God must also give me the talent. The talent of surviving in the corporate world. The talent of earning money. The talent of knowledge, wisdom and what not? Whether or not the job to be continued in this Cognizant's ISC building. Feeling the real pressure whether I will lose my job. I am thinking on my father's feet, how much he might have struggled on the day when the factory, where he was working was locked out. He still remember the day, when nobody was allowed in to the factory. He has had a family of 2 kids and with his, by then half owned house. I wonder the flamboyant gesture that he does and courage that he had to overcome such a hard days. I appreciate that he had had enough experience in running travels' business. He continued with that then, he adds it is of blessings of God. I will have to search for what is that I have now to pursue in my career in that. It is not too late, rather anything is not too late unless it is never. For how long this tenure gonna continue. As it is in the Bible, "All the sufferings will go soon". Fingers crossed in that phrase.

My Success and Failures

Hardly I succeed in anything. It's been 26 years to this world. My achievements are very few but it is there in my opinion. Of course, if I didn't promote myself, who else can. After a struggle, I got 69% in 10th grade and 67% in 12th. Still I remember the sleepless nights to get this meagre marks. I was redundant to go to Gurunanak College to study graduation in Mathematics because, my father paid Rs. 20,000/- as a donation to the college which I feel a disgrace for my hard work during inter exams. I still remember, my father paid that money with his Standard Motor (company now not exist) Provident Fund amount. I somehow completed my graduation with 57% unwillingly in the academic year 2002. But I feel it is a milestone of my career still since, none of my college mate passed. I love Maths, but not like John Nash or Ramanujam.
Another milestone is getting a job in OfficeTiger organization with salary Rs. 7,000 per month in Jan 2004. I did lot of mistakes in HTC organization, so I couldn't make any promotions there. Even in OfficeTiger. Who doesn't have desire?. I joined a kind of Multi level marketing business and invested Rs.28,000 which was a big debacle and a big mental torture. It is about purchasing a gold coin...f**k off. Let us forget that.
I dropped MBA from Madras University, an another big setback which made me lose another Rs.40k. "Lost is not lost, it will one day come back to us oneday" I failed many subjects like organizational behavior, marketing etc., many times...still continuing...
Though I got promotion in OT and got a job in UBS are another milestones I reached, I gave Rs. 2000 to an acquaintance to buy cellphone, who did not repay that back and now the Bhadrachalam project coordination which lost Rs.1000. In this, I am getting married...how to manage a home or a family...

First Religious tour coordination-Bhadrachalam-futile

Praying the God in the temple for hours for peace and a temporary relief of sufferings, is one of the fantastic and wonderful experience. But once again when we come out and notice that our slippers has lost will take aback to the same end of suffering mind. This same happens here. Everything went well. Right from the night journey started with a bit of unknown pleasure, at 22:45 from Secunderabad on 9-Sep-09, friday till 12-Sep-09, sunday noon. Once reached Kothagudam railway station from Secuderabad, on 10th Sep early morning 5AM, we had a good early morning tea and caught an AC bus to Bhadrachalam temple bus stop for Rs. 25 each. It was 1 hour journey in the bus, with pleasant breeze and a very good view of a banks of River Godavari aside and crossing it on a nice bridge constructed upon it. A nice sleep too. We searched for a good cottage or any choultry after reaching Ram temple in auto after getting down from AC bus. Everything was good, but the rooms are located in a hill. After my father's suggestion, we got a small shabby room for Rs. 100/day adjacent to temple.
The wonderful thing is when we had a good bath in the running stream of water in गोदावरी river. Banks are getting spoiled by people overthere however. Of course, people will spoil good places, that is what they are meant for. We both went to temple straightaway after getting a dip from water and with a clothes being little dried-up. Had a good darshan of Lord Rama, Sita and Lakshmana with a little quarrel with a guy outside who demanded money in the name of ticket. With some mindboggling wavelength around us and/or some kind of vibration, we came outside the temple and had broken the morning fasting. I went to one Brahmana choultry while returning to room and requested for a good food. They took our request and asked us to come by 12:30pm. We gave Rs.100 for the food they offerred with whole heart but must have given them in thousands for offerring food without any expectations. Obviously, belly full of food pushed us to the bed to take rest.
Evening around 3:30 we started once again to Parnasala, where Sitadevi was abducted by Ravana in the Ramayana epic. Once again the good visual of river Godavari and the boating scene, felt in to my camera mobile. Lord Rama, Sita and an arrow on hand, Lakshmana drawing a line, Cruel Ravana shivering Sitadevi in the absence of Rama and Lakshmana and abducting her, all were depicted in the statue form. Oh God! for you, yourself this much sufferings, we are after all human beings... Returned home with not whole heart in an auto. Auto drivers are very good here in Andhra. Unlike Chennai auto drivers where we can see worst auto drivers in the world. Once again, I went up to see Bhadrachalam Ram.. not enough n times. That same night we left to Vijayawada in a government bus. You can guess the seat of a government bus. It took 5 hrs from Bhadrachalam temple to Vijayawada. Mid-night 2 'o clock we reached Vijayawada. Again an auto-wala took to a good hotel to stay. Thanks.
Morning in Vijayawada, we took a bus to Mangalagiri (Lakshmi Narasimhar temple & Panagala Narasimhar temple). Good dharshan of Lakshmi Narasimha swamy after a little wrong doing of having a breakfast. Still Lakshmi Thayaar dharshan with wearing glittering gold ornaments and wearing green sarie, is in my vision. We went to Panagala Narasimhar swamy temple then, where Narasimhar swamy (God with Lion face) is drinking Panagam a kind of good drink. People says throughout this yuga, he will drink Panagam. Wonderful photos are taken. As usual, returned home, had food and rest. Evening to KanagaDurga temple.. Wow!! it was a fascinating experience, taking bath in Krishna river and climbing hill-top immediately. Done everything well. Followed the footsteps of mother's pilgrimage.
Here comes the climax. I missed the early morning 2:25 train to Secunderabad from Vijaywada, which we were, especially I was, expecting a lot, coming in AC train. This shows the coordination capacity of me. My previous company manager tells me you are good for nothing. This incident proves. Am I responsible for the wrong? This is religious tour, wouldn't the God has set the path perfectly till the end? Am I that much dumb enough to miss the train timing? I like spirituality, I like religious tour. I like to suffer much to see God. But why this happens when I am eagerly want to see him. Though lot of people do darshan, so would me, I want to ask him one question why he is not coming down little bit to see people who are very much eager in seeing him?
The total trip is good but final finishing went as vain, which is making me guilty whether I am capable of doing things.
Let us see. But I won't give up.. till my death this chase continues and research on the purpose of my arrival to this world will continues... Even after death I won't question...That's how my life works.

Time to Survive

Forget about bonus, salary & increment. This is the time to survive and make sure we have work. Around 1.5 lakh people lost their jobs in the U.S. who was once considered to be a super power country. Here in India, the fear of job-lose is getting heated up. Survival is becoming a big question. It is not their mistake too. Any company or management will take necessary steps to stop going it's company to bankruptcy
Firing, stopping redundancies, salary-cut, hike-cut/bonus cut, recruitment stoppage are some in the list titled cost saving. At the end of day, management cannot come with a solution of filing c7 or chapter 13 bankruptcy. Lehman Brothers, Nortel etc. are good example and a lesson for others to learn. Satyam fradulent played a major role at this juncture, where N R Narayanmoorthy (Infosys mentor) told, it is high time to review all our financial departments' statements and financial positions to get rid of fraudulence. For the benefit of 10 or 20 company cannot sacrifice itself or other 1000 employees.

Head count cutting

Head count cutting is not a solution for cost reduction. Though market is in abyss, and all the companies are facing recession, the first and straight solution could not be fired from the company. there is a slight communism in this topic. I would strongly say there are lot of ways to cut the cost. Reducing the cab facility, amount reduction in food card, own transport benefits cut, etc. On top of that, the redundant parties like boosing party, kite festival, annual end party, team outting party, are ridiculous at this time. This is not the time to enjoy. It's time for all to bleed and sacrifice. We all enjoyed together and now we need to struggle together. Top management can keep a brain-storming session to get various notions for cost cutting. At last the people are being targetted are highly paid already and since the market is down and companies are not performing well at this point of time, they are literally pushed in to the ostrasized well. They are highly qualified too. That could be a disadvantage for them to get the job when they sent out...