My Success and Failures

Hardly I succeed in anything. It's been 26 years to this world. My achievements are very few but it is there in my opinion. Of course, if I didn't promote myself, who else can. After a struggle, I got 69% in 10th grade and 67% in 12th. Still I remember the sleepless nights to get this meagre marks. I was redundant to go to Gurunanak College to study graduation in Mathematics because, my father paid Rs. 20,000/- as a donation to the college which I feel a disgrace for my hard work during inter exams. I still remember, my father paid that money with his Standard Motor (company now not exist) Provident Fund amount. I somehow completed my graduation with 57% unwillingly in the academic year 2002. But I feel it is a milestone of my career still since, none of my college mate passed. I love Maths, but not like John Nash or Ramanujam.
Another milestone is getting a job in OfficeTiger organization with salary Rs. 7,000 per month in Jan 2004. I did lot of mistakes in HTC organization, so I couldn't make any promotions there. Even in OfficeTiger. Who doesn't have desire?. I joined a kind of Multi level marketing business and invested Rs.28,000 which was a big debacle and a big mental torture. It is about purchasing a gold coin...f**k off. Let us forget that.
I dropped MBA from Madras University, an another big setback which made me lose another Rs.40k. "Lost is not lost, it will one day come back to us oneday" I failed many subjects like organizational behavior, marketing etc., many times...still continuing...
Though I got promotion in OT and got a job in UBS are another milestones I reached, I gave Rs. 2000 to an acquaintance to buy cellphone, who did not repay that back and now the Bhadrachalam project coordination which lost Rs.1000. In this, I am getting married...how to manage a home or a family...