Sunday, April 17, 2011

Life is beautiful

What is going on?
It is a pleasant morning today, a sudden wakeup. Is that due to hunger? Or is that due to wisdom-appetite? or is that of lust?.. Let us C. After around 2yrs of gap, I am writing this blog. Yes I am feeling hungry now (both need of food & need of cognizance on "what do I need?" or what shall I do?). The 2 years is a very big period. Repeat, very big time. After a prolonged hours, days & months of sad due to sudden demise of my Mother, there comes the spring named Uthra (Answer). Who is she? Where did my father find her. Is she born to marry me or what?
My father, a strong man
My father, Srinivasan (son of Vijayaragavan (son of Srinivasan (son of Ragavan))) purposefully to mention 3 generation names. Vijayaragavan (my granfather) reluctant to work or earn. Unlike him, my father born as a eldest of a big family, started working at the age of 16 as a security immediately, after finishing his SSLC exam in 1963. He laments now even, that his father spoiled his golden period of youth, college life, playing etc. Later my father bought me a football to play with me and fulfill his dream after 15yrs. My father is Overwhelming responsible that he always remembers that he had 2 sisters and 2 brothers when he was growing. Later 1 of the sister died in family problem. My granny still weeps even after 35 yrs when she remembers my aunt.


Just because one word told by my gran-father, my father reluctantly went for a job as a security man, later for a maarwadi and then to a travels business. I thought of starting a travels business once I finished my graduation. My father spurred to do travels business. It was defined to be a lucrative business. Even after all the trains departed, travels' buses can be caught at any time to anywhere. Irrespective of the distance, the buses will reach the destination in the morning, if not within noon. Literally, the rat-race still continues now between trains & travels' bus. Later he got a nice job as an apprentice in Standard Motors (no longer exist) a car factory in 1967. He enjoys remembering it, it was a golden period working in a factory in a shift basis.


I am a proud father for a little angel and a owner for a wonderful flat.

I need to tell about my beautiful marriage life & shaken champagne bottle of love in the other blog. My wife and my father bound to be the reason to become a proudful owner of a fine flat in Kukatpally Hyderabad. I need to thank Telugites for respecting me & a Musalman who offerred a 1BHK flat for 11.5 lakh rupees. As Swami Vivekananda says "God has given me everything I needed and not I wanted" -- Swami Vivekanda. It holds good for me as well. We (my father & I) had changed the house 6 times in 3 yrs. My wife was joined in doing that as well. But fortunately & luckily, we bought a house or I would rather tell God gifted me with a wonderful girl baby and a wonderful house for her to stay good. Temple bell rung and a good omen with God's blessings.


Now another swirl comes. To protect everthing, God must also give me the talent. The talent of surviving in the corporate world. The talent of earning money. The talent of knowledge, wisdom and what not? Whether or not the job to be continued in this Cognizant's ISC building. Feeling the real pressure whether I will lose my job. I am thinking on my father's feet, how much he might have struggled on the day when the factory, where he was working was locked out. He still remember the day, when nobody was allowed in to the factory. He has had a family of 2 kids and with his, by then half owned house. I wonder the flamboyant gesture that he does and courage that he had to overcome such a hard days. I appreciate that he had had enough experience in running travels' business. He continued with that then, he adds it is of blessings of God. I will have to search for what is that I have now to pursue in my career in that. It is not too late, rather anything is not too late unless it is never. For how long this tenure gonna continue. As it is in the Bible, "All the sufferings will go soon". Fingers crossed in that phrase.